First and foremost, let me say i'm a terrible speller and terrible with punctuation. Well what can I say. My name is Thomas. I'm not perfect in anyway and i, much like others struggle with a lot of things in life, some of the stuff is useless bullshit and other stuff is actually relevant. Example: I miss my girlfriend. She is about 450 miles away and when you don't drive and have a great need to see her it sucks cause theres one fucking thing that gets in the way. Distance. Most people say things like "love conquers all" yes, that is true but at the same time, it's difficult but at the same time if you want something bad enough you can fight for it and even though it hurts you have to keep going. This may sound preachy and like a lot of bullshit but if you think that then whatever, everyone can have an opinion. Literally thats the only thing in my life that really gets to me. Not being able to see her. The way I think about it is as follows.
1: I miss her and would do anything for her.
2: It's hard but we manage.
3: The wait will be over soon so since we've made it this far why not keep going, ya know?
That's basically part one of whats on my mind, well that and writing this stupid thing.
PART TWO: I'm not perfect as I said before. The one thing I do believe about people is that there is bad in everyone. I personally and honestly don't think i'm one of the good or bad guys. I try to do things my way and i say whats on my mind a lot of the time sometimes thats a good thing. Okay i know i said i'm not one of the good or bad guys but I do believe in good and bad of all people and then the middle ground. I think I'm somewhere in there. I tend to mess up A LOT, I'm pretty sure my "best friend" is not what he used to be. I've made peace with that. We make each other mad a lot but for some reason we still have each others backs. As for the good and bad part of this little story, all i can say is here is the good in me i guess.
1: I do try my hardest at whatever i do.
2: I always fight for what I want.
3: Me, like everyone else, I try to be a good person.
I'm sure theres a lot more to the good side of me but honestly, whatever.
